This is kinda retarded but awesome XD

Take the quiz: "What kind of Anime School Girl Would You Be? (with pic.s)"

Day-Dreaming Anime School Girl
"You are the Day-Dreaming Anime School Girl. You're always lost in thought, you don't usually talk much, even so you're very popular with the guys. They always want to know what you're thinking about. You have that affect on guys, being mysterious makes all the guys curious."

So, I'm leaving for MA on Sunday morning and stuff...

Current Mood: excited

So... I'm really tired... is anybody else tired?

Current Mood: sad

Okay, I suddenly feel like taking the time to post o_o;;;

So, life has been moving along. My relationship survived a near miss - and yet we still have not had anything that one could call an "arguement". I guess she and I just resolve our problems differently than other people... but we're still very much together, anyway. I'd like to think we're going even stronger than before, actually ^^;;; but the distance is definitely taking a toll. As usual, she's going through life pretty much alone (her mother doesn't care - in a choice between a $500 dollar vacuum and the $500 for her daughter's college enrollment fee, she chose the vacuum). As usual, I'm 5000 miles away and I can do no more than give moral support -_- I hate it.

That's ending when the summer ends, though. As soon as she gets out of her BestBuy job, I'm going to fly up there, grab her, and come back via train (she's scared to death of flying, so yeah). Then maybe her life will suck less. It will be an unbelievable boon for herto be around someone who actually cares about her ^^ and, yes, I plan on proposing to her in the not-too-distant future. I think a year and a half of a relationship plus knowing her for two years is enough for nobody to call me rash...

Well, I'll leave some updating for future posts ^^

Current Mood: stressed

I finally broke down and joined the ranks of the online art community whores! Check me out on Deviant Art - my screen name is SuddenUrge

Work...work...work...work....woooork...

Current Mood: working...

Amanda's DeviantArt:
http://dark-reflections.deviantart.com

I have less than two weeks left of my current classes, and I hear next month will be one of the toughest to get through, but I'm not too worried: Advanced Tools Programming and DirectX. Money is non-existant and will remain so until Friday, when George gets his check - my own will likely not be available for between two and three weeks. I have my credit card, though, and I've hardly charged more than $150 to it yet, so we will survive.

As for Amanda, her birthday is next Tuesday, the 24th. That means she'll be getting booted out of her mother's soon, though. She is going to move back in with her grandmother, but I'm worried that her mother won't allow her to leave with all of her belongings - especially not her $1000 computer. She and I decided to postpone her moving in until sometime between the end of the summer and the beginning of 2006. In the meantime, she's trying to get a job, an apartment, and her mind straightened out.

Honestly, I have some mind straightening to do for myself as well. I won't go into specifics on a public forum, though, so if anyone wants them, you can find me on AIM or MSN.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Pixies - Tame

So, I started 3D Content Creation on Tuesday. It's completely badass. We're learning how to use Maya for the first half and, for the second half, we're making a mod for Unreal Tournament 2004 - so extremely badass! I think I'll make 3D representations of a my crazy-assed characters. I haven't been able to draw them, yet, so why not fully model and animate them?

Current Mood: excited

I finally got in contact with her today. What happened on Monday wasn't as bad as I had imagined, but it worries me to no end when she says things like that...

Current Mood: relieved

Had an interesting week already... Going like this.

Monday- Got the "Devil" beaten out of me.

Tuesday- Applied for damn job. Tried cleaning my wreck of a room, instead watched a screaming baby for a few hours.

Wednsday-  Woke up at 6:15, by
6:30 things were going bad already(-_- don't ask). 7:50, got kicked out
of Sociology. ---------------------------> God knows what else this
week will bring.

This is a quote from my girlfriend's website about this week. I'm especially concerned about what happened on Monday, and I know that nobody on here besides akiyume knows about this, but she is in a situation of physical abuse. She told me not to tell anyone, but I just can't do that in good conscience. I just hope that my actions do not bring anything more upon her.

I want her out of there as soon as legally possible.

Current Mood: depressed, angry, helpless...